I sincerely apologize for my negative attitude about the Christmas holiday. I will try and keep myself in the moment. I discussed my melancholy with my Husband, and he gave me a new perspective. He said that this is not a new situation. I will have to deal with these feelings ,always. This is not going to go away. My children will always be who they are, and my worry is only hurting myself. I knew that! I know that! I am better than that!
I just forgot....and I am sorry.